stop ART ? or NOT ?

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nthing really happen today (:

1stly ,

HAPPY B'DAY TO DABBIE&WAGEN

hahas

period be4 recess nthing really happen(:

after recess was HOM

but cher not here sooo maths tcher relive ..

nthing to do at 1st, cher keep scoldin ppl

coz noisy mar. .

after tat start drawin ..

awhie l8 compete wif LiHua

1st drawin was gown

& i was bein choosen my grown won

after tat draw grown again but L.H say no wan larh

draw the pajamas(hope spell right)

after tat loose .. coz u all dun like stripe soo u let her win ? !

comparin an art doesnt care u like a not .. is how the drawin look nice anot !!

nehmind. .

after tat i say very loud that i not gonna draw anymore

thn, after tat lihua say i will sure draw derh ..

she says if i draw again i gonna give her $20

after tat ask her i write on blank space at wksht can, she oso say cant

WALAO. drawin & writin is totally a different thing lorh !!

oso cannot count lorh .. tat wan i dun care i will sure do it derh .. even u say count i oso dun care .. i wont give u $20 derh !!

use pen knife cut oso cant . . .

*haix** after tat she say can la can la

unwillingly ..

& i oso dun care!!

after suddenly turn emo ..

mayb coz no draw barh ..

thinkin tat art gonna vanish in my life i suddenly felt tat i very useless ..

the only thing i good at gonna vanish from my life lerh (T.T)

nehmind (:

mayb i will find something i good at now !!

after tat physic change back to original seat ..

was like soo damn emo wan .

weilin tell me dun sad .. sad wat ?

coz i loose to lihua??

haixX**

why should i sad . coz i noe my art is always better thn her , coz i noe u all dun noe how appreciate wat i draw, i keep tellin myself ..

tellin myself tat i will regain my art skills when i leave this school derh , dun worry , DUN WORRY

weehock after tat turn back ask me why i become like tat thn just shack my head ..

was like very lonely ..

Mother Tounge . .

keep askin myself , WHY ?WHAT?

why i've said those word !?

what i be without art ,

what will i becom without art in my life?

what will the next destination be w8in for me , will art still says there ?

i dunno ..

maybe , GOD really hate me drawin, so he/she order me not to draw anymore.. by sayin those words i just said too lihua . . .

DUNNO !

after chinese , dabbie take out cookie .. eat lerh awhile thn go home

at bus , walkin to busstop, walkin home ,

i keep thinkin .. wat if i just give lihua $$ thn i can continue art ??

OR

just continue bare life w/o art ?

thinkin , still cant think wat the solution is.

eatin ..
(like wanna cry lerh, *haixx**...)

thinkin, should i just transfer ?

should i just cut palm thn art will gonne , just for the while ?!?

should i just break promise , dun care heck care her ?!

should this be carryin on ?

*HAIXX**

if u ask me , do u really wanna live w/o art ? ?

my answer is clear, & IS NO!!

w/o art i think i just pollutin air, wastin oxygen .. many,any things . .

maybe life wif ART , have to end here barh?